The
Well
The well was
dug many years ago
By little "hands"
who tried
To find a way
to hold the tears
That the little
girl cried
All the things
she went through
She then buried
deep within
It wasn't safe
to let it out
'Cause she'd
be hurt again
It took many,
many years
Before the
well, it filled
But finally
that day came
And then the
tears, they spilled
No longer would
the lid clamp down
No more could
she take
But still she
had to try
For too much
was at stake
That was when
the wails came
The tears flowed
from her eyes
Before that
she'd never known
Those terrible
keening cries
No longer was
she safe
No longer could
she hide
For the pain
came from within
The danger
was inside
Arms wrapped
around herself
Trying hard
to contain
Rocking to
and fro ...
A solid ball
of pain
Suddenly a sound
arises
Filling the
air around her
The sound of
a soul that's tearing
Wavering and
growing louder
Eventually 'nough
tears were shed
That the level,
it had dropped
That is when
her eyes she dried
And the sounds
of sobbing stopped
Now she knew
the well was there
But knowing
had its cost
For it meant
she had to face
The innocence
she'd lost
She's learned
since then to lift the lid
And let some
pain flow from the well
But still she
fears that when it's dry
She'll be an
empty shell
Still, I'm holding
tight the hope within
Searching for
joy I've never known
Someday I'll
feel that love surround me
And know my
soul has grown.
But today the
tears flow down my face
Not a sound
am I making
Silent sobs
wrack my body
As my heart
continues breaking
Sandy Mendenhall
stilllittlelady2@yahoo.com