I lost my dear Mother on August 15th 1986.  To this day, even though I am 47 years old, I miss her more then I can say. She was my best friend and my mentor. She loved me through everything good and bad. Her support was unsurmountable. I can only hope my daughters will love me half as much as I loved and respected her. The following is a dedication I wrote to her a few years back. (I revised this a bit recently and gave it to a dear friend of mine who had lost his daughter) To everyone reading this who has lost your Mother my heart reaches out to you.

I Can't Believe You're Gone

I still find it hard to accept 
That you have gone away 
I find myself waiting 
To hear from you each day 

My heart is torn a thousand ways 
And as I look upon your face 
I know there's nothing I'd not give 
To feel your warm embrace 

There's nights I lay awake and cry 
I can't believe you're gone 
I miss you so very much 
Since God has called you home 

There's times I needed to share with you 
The changes in my life 
The mountains and the success
I've had as mother and wife 

Sometimes the emptiness inside me 
Can be filled by no one other
Then the total love and understanding 
Of you my darling Mother

And when the tears are over 
And my thoughts go on their way
I know that in the time to come
 I'll be with you again one day.

Copyright © Patsy Sleeman 1986. All Rights Reserved

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