Seasons of the Soul
Why
am I cast down
and despondently
sad
When I long to be
happy
and joyous and glad?
Why is my heart heavy
with unfathomable
weight
As I try to escape
this soul-saddened
state?
I ask myself often---
"What makes life this way,
Why is the song silenced
in the heart that
was gay?"
and then with God's
help
it all becomes clear,
The soul has its seasons
just the same as the year---
I too must pass through
life's autumn of dying,
A desolate period
of heart-hurt and crying,
Followed by winter
in whose frostbitten hand
My heart is as frozen
as the snow-covered land---
Yes, man too must pass
through the seasons God
sends,
Content in the knowledge
that everything ends,
And, oh, what a blessing
to know there the reasons
And to find that our soul
must, too, have its seasons---
Bounteous seasons
and barren ones, too,
Times for rejoicing
and times to be blue,
But meeting these seasons
of dark desolation
With strength that is born
of anticipation
That comes from knowing
that "autumn-time sadness
Will surely be followed
by a "springtime of gladness."
Helen Steiner Rice