Where are the words to describe
The devastation of being half dead
and half alive.
Emotions buried for such a long time.
While tears keep running down my face.
Feeling the pain and the cold
that says I'm alive.
Not wanting to remember the dark secrets 
from another time.
I do not wish to commit death
But, oh how hard it is to commit life.
I grieve and grieve
So the pain will ease.
All I want from life is
to rest in trusting peace.
The shutter is now closed and
only I can see.
Nobody cared through it all
Nobody knew.

Until You.

By: Fanchette